Category Archives: Inspirations

Imaginary Paintings – writing prompt

Credit: mdabumusa via Pixabay

I enjoy most of the archive poems from the Paris Review which arrive in the inbox. I save many of them in my folder ‘Inspiration’.

The poem Imaginary Paintings, by Lisel Mueller (Fall 1992, # 124) is in seven numbered sections. Seven is always a good number. The length of sections varies, from one line (Love) to 10 (Big Lie).

Lisel Mueller, 1924 – 2020

1 How I would Paint the Future

A strip of horizon and figure,
seen from the back, forever approaching.

2 How I would Paint Happiness
3 How I would Paint Death
4 How I would Paint Love
5 How I would Paint the Leap of Faith
6 How I would Paint the Big Lie
7 How I would Paint Nostalgia

I liked the start of the Big Lie painting:

Smooth, and deceptively small
so that it can be swallowed
like something we take for a cold.

Here is my attempt at How I would Paint Patience:

A small mat, wool, handwoven.
Mostly pale grey, with the odd
black nubbly bits at the corners.

Credit: Prawny via Pixabay

Writing prompt: If you’re looking for a subject for your imaginary paintings, you could always take one of the seven cardinal sins (pride, greed, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath, sloth) or one of the capital virtues that overcome them (humility, generosity, chastity, brotherly love, temperance, meekness, diligence). There is also prudence, fortitude, justice. Or take anything abstract, such as stubbornness, peace.

Turn Up the Ocean – poems

It’s four years this month since the poet Tony Hoagland died. Turn Up the Ocean was published posthumously this year.

The blurb on the back says ‘Over the course of his celebrated career, Tony Hoagland ventured fearlessly into the unlit alleys of emotion and experience. The poems [ … ] examine with mordant wit the reality of living and dying in a time and culture that conspire to erase our inner lives.’


The mordant wit can be found in some of the titles:

  • Four Beginnings for an Apocalyptic Novel of Manners
  • Why I Like the Hospital
  • On Why I Must Decline To Receive The Prayers You Say You Are Constantly Sending


The last few lines of this poem are:


And could you stop burning so many candles, please?


My god, think how many hours and hours and hours –
think of how hard those bees worked
to make all that wax!

Hoagland’s poems often go just over the page and here are the last few lines of Gorgon:

Your job is to stay calm.
Your job is to watch and take notes,
to go on looking.

Your job is to not be turned into stone.

Cuckoo and egg – guest poet

It’s an immense pleasure introducing this month’s guest poet Ramona Herdman. We met a few years ago on a residential workshop and are members of a group that meets weekly online.

Ramona Herdman’s recent publications are Glut (Nine Arches Press), A warm and snouting thing (The Emma Press) and Bottle (HappenStance Press). Ramona lives in Norwich and is a committee member for Café Writers. She tweets @ramonaherdman

I have selected four poems from Glut, beautifully produced by Nine Arches Press, to give you a flavour of these darkly funny, bittersweet poems. I hope my choices also show their ‘quiet ferocity’ (Philip Gross). Below the poems you’ll find links to a blog about the cover (by Jacky Howson) and to a video with Ramona reading Blackberrying and Congratulations. Glorious is the word!

Blackberrying

Blooded young, we waded
into the hooked shallows of hedges,
caught up and cut in our toddler blundering, dirty
with gritty juice and dotted-line scratches.

We without-ritual British, we atheists.
Hippies’ children, grown up
in the world they believe they changed –
we have blackberrying as our sacrament.

At school, neater children wouldn’t eat the berries,
said their mothers said no, said
they had worms in that would eat our insides
and poke out of our bumholes.

Now we go every year, like it’s Midnight Mass.
We avoid the dog zone at the bottom of the bushes.
Tell each other that by Michaelmas
the Devil will have pissed them bitter.

We take offal-heavy carrier bags of berries
to our parents, too old now for all that bother.
We pick the children out of the tangled footings.
We cook pies and crumbles in our own kitchens,
competently. We placate the gods.

Cover design by Jacky Howson

Cuckoo and egg

It’s hard to soft-boil an egg in another woman’s kitchen –
even the water is different.

It’s our first ‘family’ holiday together.
She makes me a soft-boiled egg with a lot of fanfare
and the whole breakfast-table gets involved in the hoo-hah.

And there’s a performance of trust in cracking it –
the risk of a wet white, the opposite risk
of a solid yolk. We’re on the edge

of an ovation when it turns out perfect.
I eat it hot, like a heart.

It’s not me taking the minutes

It’s not me anymore escorting visitors
from the front desk. I don’t fill the water jugs
and make sure the glasses aren’t too dirty.
I sometimes buy the biscuits, now there’s no budget.
It’s not me too scared to ask a question
or supply a fact, wondering if I’m allowed
a view or am just a transcription machine.

A man once told me working with women
had taught him not to interrupt. It’s a terrible world.
I told him working with men had taught me
to keep on talking, slightly louder. Try
interrupting and you’ll get to see
the flying-galleon belly of my argument
as I lift off cathedral-high over you.

Don’t dare to talk over my people,
including the young woman taking minutes,
who is well on her way to wherever she wants,
who could take your eye out with her wit.
The meetings are my meetings now.

Two death in the afternoons, please

Dad, now you’re dead you scare me.
Every time I think about stepping into traffic
I think of you building your glass castle,
cornershop-whisky-bottle by cornershop-whisky-bottle.

I had to do one of those questionnaires recently:
How many times in the last month has your drinking
stopped you doing things you needed or wanted to do?
I put zero, Dad, proud nothing. They never ask

about the times the drink makes living possible.
I think of your kitchen-drinking nights, how you told me
you didn’t get hangovers anymore
and I was too young to reply.

When I’m scared, Dad, I know a gluey-gold inch
of brandy or one gin and tonic’s scouring effervescence
will lift me to arm’s-length from caring, will calm me
in a bubble of slight incapacity.

The old dread, Dad – I think now you carried it
like a wolf in your stomach.
The drink quiets it, but it doesn’t drown.
I recently learned another cocktail by Hemingway –

‘Death in the afternoon’, champagne and absinthe.
You’d find the name as funny as I do.
He recommended three or five in slow succession.
When I make them, I toast him. He’s family.

Dad, you’re nothing now.
It’s only the thought of your life that scares me.
But if there were an afterlife I’d meet you there, happy hour.
It’d be dimlit and we’d sit low in a booth and they’d keep

bringing the drinks in fine heavy glasses
and no one would interrupt to say this wasn’t actually heaven,
this delicious blunting of feeling, this merciful cessation,
and that there was something outside that was better –

like walking out on the seafront together, wind and water-roar
and saying something risky and being understood.

Links:
To buy the book
An interesting blog piece about the design of the cover
Ramona reads Congratulations
Ramona reading Blackberrying

 

My brother – poem

Today I am with my brother and sister-on-law. It’s his birthday today, so I arrived yesterday to have the chance to catch up with them before friends and family arrive.

I’m the eldest, three years between us. I’ve been protective of him from the start.

For many years now, my brother has worn a metal brace on his leg. A few years ago he managed to get a second-hand ‘loopfiets’ – a walking bicycle. I’d never seen one before, but it’s small enough to go through a standard door so one can go into shops, and it’s light enough to put in a car.

Example of ‘walking’ bike

It was my father’s birthday on Sunday 2 September that year and my parents’ friends commented on how my brother limped, encouraged my mother to get it checked out. GP on Monday, neurologist on Tuesday. I can still see my parents’ car disappear round the corner on the Wednesday morning.

1962

Alexander Eduard (coppersmith
in the bible and van Beinum,
the famous conductor).
Our Irish setter had been given
the names of an unborn child.

A ward of six, our parents’ daily
drive, forty minutes each way.
Neurologist, paralysis,
lumbar puncture, nausea.

Grandfather owned an electrical shop
(double-fronted on the main street);
gave my brother a beige-brown radio.

The specialist allowed our red
Irish setter to visit my brother,
celebrating his fourteenth birthday
in the academic hospital in Leiden.

Three months later he arrived home,
just in time for St. Nicolaas.
My brother still limped and his crown
was marked by two scars at right angles,
the space between dipped and dented.
A few days later grandfather came
to take his radio back.

Published in Another life, Oversteps Books, 2016.

The Departure – on its way?

International Anthony Burgess Foundation, 3 March 2020

Friday 16 September is an exciting day: the catalogue of David Duggleby, Valuers & Auctioneers, includes 24 works by the artist Graham Kingsley Brown. He was the father of my friend Sophie Brown. She is my webmaster, designed the original website for my psychotherapy practice and, in 2016, this website.

Sophie is herself a Fine Arts graduate and practising artist. That is how I got talking to her about a suitable design for the cover of my second collection Nothing serious, nothing dangerous. It was wonderful to have the actual painting at the launch. Strange to think that a fortnight later I had my own departure – fled just before the UK lockdown to my bolthole in Holland.


The Departure is Lot 203, the estimate £400 – £600, and the approx. sale time is 13:54 – 14:14 UK time. The auction is at the venue in in Scarborough and live online, so – if you are drawn to any of the works, register and make a bid!

Details of all the works can be found here in the catalogue:

On her blog Sophie has previously written about her interpretation of The Departure – it may be inspired, partly, by his childhood experience of being evacuated during WW2.

An egg does not fight a rock – Malagasy Proverb

Sorting out boxes with books that moved with me from the UK, I found this small pamphlet. Manchester poets Steve Waling and Francesca Pridham edited poems by members of Manchester Poets. Copies were sold at the Didsbury Festival to raise funds.

Here Fran tells us about her connection with the Madagascar Development Funds and shares some wonderful proverbs – writing prompts for your poems, flash fiction, short stories.

Madagascar

“My first contact with Madagascar came in 2013, when my husband, interested primarily in the country’s unique wildlife, persuaded me to take part in a trekking holiday there. The scenery is awe inspiring. A melting pot situated between Asia, Africa and Australia, Madagascar is the mysterious land of the ancient baobab tree, a land where pachypodiums thrive, the cat-like fossa hunts and lemurs swing from tree to tree. The most revered lemur, the Indri’s strange call wails through the rainforests, echoing the ancient isolation of the island.

The people

Despite this beauty, what however most caught my heart were the people. There is little infrastructure in the country and most villages consist of a small collection of adobe houses made from the spectacular red mud that Madagascar is famous for. The people have nothing, just the land they live on and any livestock, such as chickens or the zebu cattle that represent their wealth. Their generosity and welcome though is infectious. I gave a biscuit to a small child, four others appeared instantly, and the biscuit was shared immediately.

Credit: Puabar via Pixabay

Water

Their water supplies are often limited to streams that trickle into small muddy ponds, polluted sometimes by cattle who too have to use the water. Standing by the side of a small dirt track nearing the end of my trekking holiday I drank thirstily from a litre bottle of water I’d brought with me. Staggering down the track was an old man with his grandson, pulling and pushing at a makeshift trolley, carrying four battered plastic water containers. They had walked five miles to the nearest water supplies and were coming back to the village. 

Credit: via Pixabay

The Madagascar Development Fund

When I returned to England, I started raising money to develop water supplies and build wells in Madagascar. We are lucky enough to work with The Madagascar Development Fund, a small charity run by the ex British Ambassador to Madagascar and have provided enough money now for four wells. The charity specialises in small projects which because of the charity’s experience are achievable and can bypass the complicated political situation in the country. 

We have been lucky enough to attend the opening of one of the wells where we were welcomed into the village by singing, dancing, and drumming. We were given a welcome feast and a poem, written specially for the event was read by a young man, resplendent in what looked like a doctor’s white coat!

Malagasy Proverbs

The Madagascan culture is infectious!  Their proverbs or ohabolana capture the learning and wisdom of centuries, inspiring both thought and writing! Enjoy the poems they produce!”

Truth is like sugar cane: even if you chew it for a long time it is still sweet.
Words are like eggs; when they are hatched they have wings.
Like the chameleon keep one eye on the future and one eye on the past.
Let your love be like the misty rains coming softly but flooding the river.
Those who know how to swim are the ones who sink.
Don’t be like a shadow: a constant companion, but not a comrade.
An egg does not fight a rock.
Only thin dogs become wild.
A canoe does not know who is king: when it turns over everybody gets wet.

Remembering / Disease

Design, Aaron Kent

My third collection, the award-winning Remembering / Disease, is now available for pre-order with Broken Sleep Books

The poetry entries for the Northern Writers’ Award were judged by the poet Vahni Capildeo. They selected my manuscript, along four others, and praised the ‘beautiful minimalism’ and ‘intriguing poise’.

Here is the poem Secrets which is a prologue:

Secrets

This secret is always circling.
Certain seasons and times of day are its allies.
That much I am allowed to reveal.

This secret can seep through concrete.
A dark liquid is left that even the sun cannot dry.
The spot cleaning burns your hands.

This secret has its own language.
Each secret needs an interpreter.
Few are willing.

This secret is always looking,
the one in the secret always
on the lookout.

These secrets yearn to Rest in Peace.
Bring them flowers, bring ferns,
bring them feathers so they can fly away.

First lines – writing prompt

Matthew Sweeney

We’re staying with the Writing Poetry paperback that Matthew Sweeney and John Hartley Williams wrote together for the Teach Yourself series.


In Chapter 12 they’re looking at first lines of contemporary poems, and the need to hook the reader:


Someday I will go to Aarhus
Hitler entered Paris the way
The strangest thing I ever stole? A snowman.
Brethren, I know that many of you have come here today
We gotta make a film of this, Jack.
After she left he bought another cactus.


All these lines are intriguing, but they work in different ways. The first is a vow, then we have the first half of a comparison that the reader needs to complete. The third is a question with its own answer, followed by a resolve in dialogue. Number 6 is a story that begins in the middle.


Here are first lines from some of the poems in my pamphlet A Stolen Hour (Grey Hen Press, 2020):


For just one minute of the day
If we were strangers,
His binoculars rest on the windowsill.
The week before I’d given my pleated dress away.
Bedrooms are for hiding white.
One hour was stolen from the time
I am the last stonemason.
Date of refusal decision: 13 September 2017


What do you think? Which is the one that intrigues you most and why? Feel free to use them for your freewrite, your ink waster. If you get a poem or flash fiction from a line, I’d be pleased to know!

the small manoeuvres – poems

I’m delighted to introduce this month’s guest poet Kathy Pimlott. We met a couple of years ago on a residential workshop and are both members of a small group that meets regularly online.

Kathy Pimlott’s debut full collection, the small manoeuvres, (Verve Poetry Press) was published in April 2022. She has two pamphlets with the Emma Press, Goose Fair Night and Elastic Glue and is widely published in magazines and anthologies. She lives in Seven Dials, Covent Garden, London.

The splendid cover is by Sharon Smart, a London-based artist (www.sharonsmart.com)
Many of the poems have intriguing titles. Here are a few examples:

  • the Baby in the Wardrobe
  • Three Men in a pub, probably, they made it happen
  • Some Context in Mitigation
  • Apple Day: An Apology

I have chosen four poems which demonstrate Kathy’s ‘immaculate eye for the juicy, telling detail’, her tender-dry wit’ (Claire Pollard). You can find more of Kathy’s work on her website here.

The Grand Union Canal Adventure

We three old girls, fractured
by the usual losses, aren’t mended
Japanese-style with precious seams
that make each fissure sing,
but rivetted: serviceable, not art.

To prove our mettle, we choose
to chug along the old Grand Union,
moor by fields of roosting geese
to sway in darkness on the water’s
shallow, dreamless shift.

Forty feet above the Ouse, I’m left.
The others go below to show me
I can, despite my doubts, skipper us
along the strait way of the aqueduct,
not falter, step back into empty air

down into the river’s wilder waters.
On a narrow boat there’s no choice
but to make the small manoeuvres
that trundle us over the drop and on,
now and again to know the satisfaction

of a perfect approach to a bend.
Shins bruised, knuckles scraped raw,
we tie up, step ashore to climb the hill
up to the Peace Pagoda, so golden,
so unlikely, outside Milton Keynes.

Small Hours

In one of the many ways I’m guilty,
I cursed my baby to a life of broken sleep,
laying my hand on her back, lovingly
rousing her to check she was still alive.

Now when I creep in in the dark to feel
her breathing on the back of my hand,
my mother stirs from her merciful sleep,
asks what time it is. For when I’m not here,

which is mostly, I bought a special clock:
press once to hear the time and once again
for day and date. But tonight I am, carry
her hearing aids to their cradle to charge.

One buzzes on my palm and I think I hear
a faraway voice, an urgent message
just out of earshot. Now that she can see
nothing by looking, all the looking things

are done with, leaving only the voices
of talking books, their complicated family
crochet work, sagas of poor girls’ privations
bravely overcome and a clock saying 3.45am.

Going to the Algerian Coffee Store: 500g Esotico

After the bin lorry has exhausted its beautifully modulated warnings,
after the glass lorry has shifted shingle, I step out into West Street

and the dog-end of last night, where a sweeper leans on his cart
and chats with his own country and a man with his trousers down

round his knees hobbles past, trailing a sleeping bag over his arm
like a negligent debutante with her stole. The pavements are tacky,

no loitering snappers, no witless number plates outside The Ivy yet,
just yellow drums of spent oil and bags of yesterday’s fancy breads

awaiting their special collections under the heritage lamppost.
In what passes for peace, helicopters and gulls are still roosting

as I skirt the grim lieutenants outside Le Beaujolais, their hybrid engine
purring as they wait for lowly envoys on stolen bikes. My age exactly,

The Mousetrap sleeps the sleep of the utterly justified. Or, I leave
by the front onto Earlham Street, its hat stall, cinnamon and falafel fug,

risk an erratic rickshaw bike’s right turn, cross the Circus, passing
the latest sensation at The Palace, into Soho’s loud and narrow scuzz

of £12 haircuts, tattooists, Aladdin, leather masks, the endless churn
of fit outs. And all the boys, the visitors, the louche remains of glory days

drink coffee on Old Compton Street, study each other side-eyed across
the blue recycling bags and natty dogs. The choice of pastries is infinite.

Weathers in the City

Our lead-laced down draughts gust
between high-rises, blow sex cards
from phone kiosks, shake plane trees
to sneezes. Not true winds as such.

Very rarely, a small dry frost or snow
will sit on rubbish sacks, out-of-town
van roofs or a still-flowering geranium,
to deliver one day of lovely hysteria

before slumping to grey inconvenience.
Or the old sun asserts itself, sets fires
in the fancy-angled glass of the City,
melting wing mirrors until, cooling,

it slinks off, faintly ridiculous. Without
oceans, rippling cornfields, crags,
we must find the sublime where we can.
Once, from the Lyric Hammersmith bar,

disappointed with the play, I looked out
and saw a triple rainbow, so clear it made
anything possible. And sometimes grubby air
rests on our cheeks as if we are loveable.

Pliers – writing prompt

Earlier this week I looked at my website statistics. The blog post that has got the most views (after the Home page and the Archives) is Fishbones Dreaming from August 2019. Every other day someone views the post. Here is the link.

The children’s poem Fishbones Dreaming is by Matthew Sweeney. It is four years since he died on the 5th of August 2018, aged only 65. The poem uses a gradual flashback technique and a refrain.

Prompt

Here is a prompt that Matthew gave on the course he ran at the wonderful Almassera Vella, Spain in 2006.

We were just to sit quietly, clearing the head from clutter and then to slowly run through the letters of the alphabet until one letter gave some energy, sound or resistance.

I was sitting on the loggia, looking out over the terraced fields and the small white chapel in the distance. Once we got the letter, we were to run through some nouns until one noun spoke….potato, parsley, parchment. Pliers came from that prompt, and it was my first blog post.

Credit: Fabio Ribeiro on Pixabay

Pliers

A museum dedicated to pliers
opened last month in the old part of town.
Pliers, collected from the five continents,
are displayed in rows on walls and glass cases.
Most are made from metal, shiny or a rusty red.
The curator, a small Belgian, Jan de Smets,
exiled from the Congo thirty years before,
found the earliest exhibits on expeditions
to empty houses, garages, sheds and shacks.
Pliers have also been donated by retired
plumbers, old builders and master carpenters.
Six toy pliers are on permanent loan.
Where pliers are missing from a boxed set
the white outline of their shape remains.